THE-BOOK-OF-ROO

HI ALL. WELL I FEEL WHAT THE LORD WANTS ME TO WRITE ABOUT TODAY, IS FAITH!! I REALLY WAS HESITANT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS, BECAUSE I FELT THAT, I ALREADY WROTE ON THAT, WHEN I WROTE ABOUT THE BARLOWGIRL BLOG, BUT THE LORD KEPT LAYING IT ON MY HEART, AND LAYING OUT SIGNS EVERYWHERE FOR ME TO CONTINUE WRITING ON THAT, SO HERE I AM LOL. AWHILE BACK, WHEN I WAS STILL IN MY, CONFUSED STAGE OF LIFE, AND QUESTIONING GOD, AND HIS GRACE AND STILL STRUGGLING TO FIND MY WAY, I RECEIVED THIS YOUTUBE VIDEO, FROM SOMEONE THAT AT THE TIME I HARDLY KNEW, AND AT THE TIME I DID NOT EVEN KNOW SHE WAS A CHRISTIAN, AND HONESTLY I ASSUMED THE VIDEO, WAS SOME DUMB JOKE OR SOMETHING, AND I WASN’T EVEN GOING TO OPEN IT, BUT SOMETHING KEPT TELLING ME TO AT LEAST LOOK IT OVER, AND SO I DID, AND WHEN I STARTED WATCHING THIS, I WAS AMAZED!!!! I COULD NOT STOP CRYING, AND THINKING TO MYSELF, MY GOD IS JUST SO SO SOOOOO AWESOME, AND FUNNY. YOU SEE, WHAT THE YOUTUBE VIDEO WAS ABOUT, WAS THIS GUY SPEAKING ABOUT THE LORD, AND THE FIRST THING OUT OF HIS MOUTH, WAS BASICALLY THIS, THAT WE ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE, AND THE GOD THAT CREATED THE HEAVENS, CREATED US!!! AND THAN HE GOES ON TO GIVE THIS AMAZING TEACHING, AND BASICALLY IN THE VIDEO HE PROVES TO US, THAT NOT ONLY DID GOD CREATE US, BUT HE HAS MARKED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US, AND OH MY GOSH, THIS VIDEO IS SO AMAZING, THIS VIDEO CHANGED MY LIFE, AND I’M SO EXCITED, BECAUSE I FOUND A WAY TO PUT THIS VIDEO IN THIS BLOG, SO YOU ALL CAN WATCH IT TOO!!!!! PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO IT IS SO SO AMAZING. THIS STORY GETS EVEN BETTER THOUGH, LET ME EXPLAIN HOW I THINK THIS VIDEO LANDED ON MY DOOR STEP. YOU SEE THE WEEK I FOUND BECKAH SHAE’S MUSIC, LIKE I TOLD YOU IN THE PREVIOUS BLOGS, THE MINUTE I HEARD HER MUSIC, I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN, I STARTED TO FEEL JOY AGAIN, I STARTED TO FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD AGAIN, BUT I STILL HAD A SMALL PORTION OF ME THAT DOUBTED SOME STUFF, AND THERE WAS STILL A SMALL PART OF ME THAT WAS ANGRY, AND THAT DIDN’T WANT TO CHANGE MY WAYS, AND DIDN’T WANT TO GIVE UP SOME THINGS THAT I KNEW I NEEDED TO GIVE UP, AND YES I KNOW SOME OF YOU, THAT KNOW ME, MAY BE SHOCKED TO HEAR ME SAY SOME OF THIS, AND MAYBE SAYING, ARE YOU CRAZY, WHAT COULD YOU HAVE DONE, YOUR THE MOST GODLY PERSON I KNOW, YOUR LIKE AN ANGEL, AND I THANK YOU ALL FOR SAYING ALL THOSE SWEET THINGS. PEOPLE HAVE SAID THAT STUFF TO ME ALL THE TIME OVER THE YEARS, AND IT IS SWEET TO HEAR, BUT IT IS NOT TRUE. I AM JUST AS HUMAN AS YOU ALL ARE, ALLOT OF PEOPLE THINK, IF YOUR SICK, OR IN A WHEEL CHAIR, YOU CANT SIN, AND THAT ALL US DISABLED PEOPLE, LIVE THIS PERFECT, SIN FREE LIFE, AND WELL THAT’S A GREAT DREAM, BUT IT IS NOT THE REALITY OF THINGS, WE SIN, WE HAVE DOUBTS, WE GET ANGRY, AND WE CAN GET JUST AS CONFUSED AS THE AVERAGE PERSON, WE HAVE THE SAME EXACT FEELINGS AS YOU ALL HAVE, WHY? BECAUSE WE ARE HUMAN TOO, THERE IS ONLY ONE PERFECT PERSON IN THIS WORLD, AND THAT IS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. I’M GETTING OFF TRACK AGAIN THOUGH LOL, SO ANYWAYS, AFTER I FOUND BECKAH SHAE’S MUSIC, I WAS LIKE WOW, I CAN FEEL HIS GRACE, I CAN FEEL HIM AGAIN, SO I STARTED PRAYING, AND SAID LORD, I NEED TO KNOW YOU AGAIN, I NEED YOU TO SHOW ME SOME SIGN, SO I KNOW HOW REAL YOU REALLY ARE, AND SO I KNOW YOU REALLY DO ANSWER PRAYERS, ABOUT 5 DAYS AFTER I PRAYED THAT, I GOT THIS VIDEO, AND IT WAS SO SO AMAZING TO ME, IT CHANGED MY LIFE, GOD CHANGED MY LIFE, I AM SO THANKFUL TO GOD, FOR STAYING STRONG WITH ME, AND CHANGING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT. I DO BELIEVE THIS PAST YEAR WAS A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME, AND I DO BELIEVE, GOD CHANGED ME THIS YEAR, FOR THE BETTER. PLEASE IF ANYONE IS READING THIS, DON’T GET ME WRONG, I’M NOT SAYING, I WASN’T A CHRISTIAN BEFORE THIS YEAR, I WAS, BUT ALL I AM SAYING IS, THIS YEAR WAS A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME, AND THIS YEAR, I LEARNED WHAT BEING IN LOVE WITH JESUS MEANS, I ALWAYS LOVED JESUS, AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD PERSON AND CHRISTIAN, BUT THERE’S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING A CHRISTIAN, AND LOVING JESUS, AND THAN BEING A CHRISTIAN, AND HAVING JESUS SAVE YOU, AND FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM, I THOUGHT I KNEW THE DIFFERENCE BUT I DIDN’T, I ALWAYS PUT ON A GOOD ACT, AND ALWAYS KNEW THE PERFECT CHRISTIAN TALK, AND MY HEART ALWAYS BELIEVED IN WHAT I WAS SAYING, BUT TO A CERTAIN DEGREE. AS I SAID BEFORE THOUGH, THIS YEAR MY LIFE CHANGED, AND I LEARNED WHO GOD TRULY IS, AND AM GROWING, AND LEARNING, AND FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM MORE EACH DAY. I JUST WANT TO SAY TO ANYONE READING, CHRISTIAN OR NOT, GET TO KNOW WHO HE REALLY IS, I WAS SO SO SURE I KNEW WHO HE WAS BEFORE, AND IF ANYONE WOULD OF QUESTIONED MY FAITH, AND LOVE FOR THE LORD, I WOULD OF SCREAMED UP AND DOWN, AND SWORE TO THEM, THAT I KNEW EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT GOD, BUT BOY WAS I WRONG. IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE, THAT IS LIKE I WAS, THAT SWEAR THEY KNOW ALL THEY NEED TO KNOW ABOUT GOD, I ADVISE YOU TO BE CAREFUL, BECAUSE IF YOU CONVINCED YOUR SELF THAT YOU KNOW EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT GOD, AND HIS LOVE, THAN WITH ALL DO RESPECT, BUT YOUR WRONG, NO ONE CAN KNOW EVERYTHING, BEING A CHRISTIAN IS A LEARNING PROCESS, I HAD TO GET TO A PLACE, WHERE I FINALLY HAD TO SURRENDER, AND ADMIT THAT I KNEW NOTHING, BEFORE I COULD FINALLY START TO LEARN WHO HE REALLY IS, BUT LIKE I SAID BEFORE ITS A LEARNING PROCESS, I HAD TO ADMIT, THAT I DON’T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS, BUT HE DOES. I NEEDED TO STOP GIVING MYSELF SO MUCH CREDIT, AND LEARN TO GIVE HIM ALL THE CREDIT. I AM SO THANKFUL TO GOD FOR THE PERSON, HE IS RAISING ME TO BE, I KNOW I HAVE ALLOT OF WORK TO DO YET, AND ALLOT OF LEARNING AND GROWING TO DO, BUT ITS OKAY, BECAUSE I KNOW NOW, THAT I DON’T NEED TO KNOW ALL THE ANSWERS, BECAUSE HE IS IN CONTROL, AND IF HE IS IN CONTROL, THAN WHY WORRY? WHY NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING? LETS REMEMBER WHAT THE LORD SAYS IN REVELATION 3:14-22 IT SAYS. TO THE ANGEL OF THE CHURCH IN LAODICEA THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE AMEN, THE FAITHFUL AND TRUE WITNESS, THE RULER OF GOD’S CREATION. I KNOW YOUR DEEDS, THAT YOU ARE NEITHER COLD NOR HOT. I WISH YOU WERE EITHER ONE OR THE OTHER! SO, BECAUSE YOU ARE LUKEWARM-NEITHER HOT NOR COLD-I AM ABOUT TO SPIT YOU OUT OF MY MOUTH. YOU SAY, I AM RICH; I HAVE ACQUIRED WEALTH AND DO NOT NEED A THING. BUT YOU DO NOT REALIZE THAT YOU ARE WRETCHED, PITIFUL, POOR, BLIND AND NAKED. I COUNSEL YOU TO BUY FROM ME GOLD I REFINED IN THE FIRE, SO YOU CAN BECOME RICH; AND WHITE CLOTHES TO WEAR, SO YOU CAN COVER YOUR SHAMEFUL NAKEDNESS; AND SALVE TO PUT ON YOUR EYES, SO YOU CAN SEE. THOSE WHOM I LOVE I REBUKE AND DISCIPLINE. SO BE EARNEST AND REPENT. HERE I AM! I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK. IF ANYONE HEARS MY VOICE AND OPENS THE DOOR, I WILL COME IN AND EAT WITH THAT PERSON, AND THEY WITH ME. TO THE ONE WHO IS VICTORIOUS. I WILL GIVE THE RIGHT TO SIT WITH ME ON MY THRONE. JUST AS I WAS VICTORIOUS AND SAT DOWN WITH MY FATHER ON HIS THRONE. WHOEVER HAS EARS, LET THEM HEAR WHAT THE SPIRIT SAYS TO THE CHURCHES. WOW, SO DOES ANYONE GET WHAT THAT’S SAYING? GOD DOESNT WANT US TO ACT LIKE I WAS ACTING, HE DOESN’T WANT US TO BE “OKAY” CHRISTIANS, OR AS THE SCRIPTURE SAYS HE DOESN’T WANT US TO BE LUKEWARM CHRISTIANS, HE DOESN’T WANT US TO MEET HIM JUST HALF WAY, HE WANTS US TO FALL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM, HE WANTS US TO GIVE OUR WHOLE SELF OVER TO HIM, HE WANTS US TO PUT OUR FULL TRUST IN HIM, AND LOOK AT WHAT THE REST OF THAT SCRIPTURE SAYS, ONCE WE MAKE OUR CHOICE, HE WILL DO WHAT? WELL IF WE DON’T CHOOSE HIM, OR CHOOSE TO BE LUKEWARM EVEN HE WILL SPIT US OUT, HE SAYS WE DON’T REALIZE THAT WE ARE WRETCHED, PITIFUL, POOR, BLIND AND NAKED, THAT’S WHAT HE SEES OUT OF THOSE WHO ARE LUKEWARM? MY GOSH IF HE THINKS THAT OUT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST LUKEWARM, THAN WHAT MUST HE THINK OF THOSE WHO ARE FULL FORCE SINNERS, AND NON BELIEVERS?? THAT SCRIPTURE CONTINUES TO SAY THOUGH, HE ASKS US TO BUY FROM HIM GOLD REFINED IN THE FIRE, TO ME, I THINK WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT GOLD, HES REALLY TALKING ABOUT HIMSELF, MAYBE I’M WRONG BUT THAT’S WHAT I THINK IT MEANS. THAT SCRIPTURE VERSE CONTINUES TO SAY , IF WE EXCEPT HIM, IF WE LEARN WHAT IT IS TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM, HE WILL MAKE US RICH, AND GIVE US WHITE CLOTHES TO WEAR TO COVER ARE SHAMEFUL NAKEDNESS, AND HE WILL PUT SALVE ON OUR EYES, SO WE CAN CLEARLY SEE, HE SAYS THOSE WHOM I LOVE, I WILL REBUKE AND DISCIPLINE SO BE EARNEST AND REPENT. WE ALL JUST NEED TO GET OUT OF OUR STUBBORN WAYS, AND WITH ALL DO RESPECT, BUT GET OFF OUR HIGH HORSES, AND LET GOD TEACH US, LET HIM REBUKE US, LET HIM DISCIPLINE US. THAT SCRIPTURE VERSE SAYS HERE I AM, I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK, IF ANYONE HEARS MY VOICE AND OPENS THE DOOR, I WILL COME IN AND EAT WITH THAT PERSON, WOW HOW GREAT IS THAT!!!! SO BASICALLY IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THIS, IF WE FULLY EXCEPT HIM, HE WILL FULLY EXCEPT US!!!!! OUR GOD IS SO SO AMAZING. I HOPE THROUGH READING MY BLOGS, YOU ALL SEE AND FEEL HIS LOVE. IF YOUR SOMEONE THAT’S GOING THROUGH THE SAME THINGS I WAS GOING THROUGH, I HOPE MY BLOGS ARE ABLE TO HELP YOU, ABLE TO ENCOURAGE AND INSPIRE YOU, AND I HOPE, I’M ABLE TO HELP AND TOUCH PEOPLES LIVES, THE WAY MY LIFE WAS TOUCHED, WHEN I LISTENED TO BECKAH SHAE’S MUSIC, AND MET HER, AND THE WAY MY LIFE WAS TOUCHED BY WATCHING THIS VIDEO ABOVE. I ALSO HOPE THIS VIDEO HELPS AND TOUCHES YOU ALL AS MUCH AS IT HELPED AND TOUCHED ME 🙂 AS ALWAYS, ILL BE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU ALL, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY REMEMBER JESUS LOVES YOU 🙂

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