Archive for December 2010

SPECIAL CHRISTMAS BLOG, MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL (HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS)

December 25, 2010

MATTHEW 2:10-11

WHEN THEY SAW THE STAR, THEY WERE OVERJOYED. ON COMING TO THE HOUSE, THEY SAW THE CHILD WITH HIS MOTHER MARY, AND THEY BOWED DOWN AND WORSHIPED HIM. THEN THEY OPENED THEIR TREASURES AND PRESENTED HIM WITH GIFTS OF GOLD, FRANKINCENSE AND MYRRH.

HI ALL. OK I PROMISE THIS BLOG WILL BE SHORT TODAY. I JUST WANTED TO POST SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR CHRISTMAS, AND TO SEND A REMINDER TO ALL, TO REMEMBER WHAT CHRISTMAS IS REALLY ABOUT, AND WHO ITS REALLY ABOUT. IT ISNT ABOUT, THE FANCY DINNERS, OR THE EXPENSIVE PRESENTS, ITS ABOUT BEING WITH OUR LOVED ONES, IT IS ABOUT OUR LORD JESUS. LETS NOT FORGET, CHRISTMAS IS THE DAY HE WAS BORN, CHRISTMAS IS THE DAY, ALL OUR LIVES CHANGED, CHRISTMAS IS THE DAY, WE LEARNED WHAT TRUE LOVE REALLY IS. I DONT KNOW IF ANY OF YOU EVER HEARD THIS SAYING BEFORE, IT IS, HES THE REASON FOR THE SEASON. THE WORD CHRISTMAS REALLY SAYS IT ALL PEOPLE. LETS HAVE A CHRIST LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR, LETS LIVE, LETS LOVE, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, LETS LIVE A JOYFUL LIFE. I POSTED A VIDEO IN THIS BLOG. I ASK THAT YOU ALL PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO, ALONG WITH READING THIS, IT IS NOT A LONG VIDEO I PROMISE LOL, IN THE VIDEO IS A SONG CALLED MARY DID YOU KNOW, I LOVE THIS SONG, I WOULD LIKE TO EDIT THE FIRST VERSE THOUGH, AND SAY TO YOU ALL, THAT WHEN YOU HEAR THIS SONG, LETS SAY TO OUR SELVES, DO WE KNOW THIS CHILD? DO WE KNOW EVERYTHING HE HAS DONE FOR US? DO WE KNOW HOW POWERFUL HE IS? HOW LOVING HE IS? HOW AMAZING HE IS? DO WE TRULY, AND DEEPLY KNOW???? AND DO WE TRULY KNOW HOW AMAZING CHRISTMAS IS, AND WHAT ITS REALLY ABOUT? WE GET SO WRAPPED UP, IN TO THE SOCIAL PART OF THINGS, IN CHRISTMAS, THAT WE FORGET THE REAL MEANING OF IT ALL. ISAIAH 9:6-7 SAYS, FOR TO US A CHILD IS BORN, TO US A SON IS GIVEN, AND THE GOVERNMENT WILL BE ON HIS SHOULDERS. AND HE WILL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, MIGHTY GOD, EVERLASTING FATHER, PRINCE OF PEACE. OF THE GREATNESS OF HIS GOVERNMENT AND PEACE THERE WILL BE NO END. HE WILL REIGN ON DAVID’S THRONE AND OVER HIS KINGDOM, ESTABLISHING AND UPHOLDING IT WITH JUSTICE AND RIGHTEOUSNESS FROM THAT TIME ON AND FOREVER THE ZEAL OF THE LORD ALMIGHTY WILL ACCOMPLISH THIS. EVERYONE THAT READS THIS BLOG, I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A BLESSED AND MERRY CHRISTMAS. GOD BLESS, WITH LOVE JACKIE 🙂

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THE VIDEO THAT BECKAH SHAE MADE OF MY LIFE STORY, IN THE VIDEO IS ME AND MY PARENTS, AND BECKAH SHAE THE CHRISTIAN ARTIST

December 20, 2010

THIS VIDEO IS OF MY, AND MY PARENTS, BECKAH SHAE A CRHISTIAN/WORSHIP SINGER/ARTIST, MADE THIS VIDEO FOR ME. THANK YOU BECKAH SHAE YOUR THE BEST GOD BLESS 🙂

Tip of the Day (Day 10)

December 9, 2010

HI ALL. WELL I FEEL WHAT THE LORD WANTS ME TO WRITE ABOUT TODAY, IS FAITH!! I REALLY WAS HESITANT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS, BECAUSE I FELT THAT, I ALREADY WROTE ON THAT, WHEN I WROTE ABOUT THE BARLOWGIRL BLOG, BUT THE LORD KEPT LAYING IT ON MY HEART, AND LAYING OUT SIGNS EVERYWHERE FOR ME TO CONTINUE WRITING ON THAT, SO HERE I AM LOL. AWHILE BACK, WHEN I WAS STILL IN MY, CONFUSED STAGE OF LIFE, AND QUESTIONING GOD, AND HIS GRACE AND STILL STRUGGLING TO FIND MY WAY, I RECEIVED THIS YOUTUBE VIDEO, FROM SOMEONE THAT AT THE TIME I HARDLY KNEW, AND AT THE TIME I DID NOT EVEN KNOW SHE WAS A CHRISTIAN, AND HONESTLY I ASSUMED THE VIDEO, WAS SOME DUMB JOKE OR SOMETHING, AND I WASN’T EVEN GOING TO OPEN IT, BUT SOMETHING KEPT TELLING ME TO AT LEAST LOOK IT OVER, AND SO I DID, AND WHEN I STARTED WATCHING THIS, I WAS AMAZED!!!! I COULD NOT STOP CRYING, AND THINKING TO MYSELF, MY GOD IS JUST SO SO SOOOOO AWESOME, AND FUNNY. YOU SEE, WHAT THE YOUTUBE VIDEO WAS ABOUT, WAS THIS GUY SPEAKING ABOUT THE LORD, AND THE FIRST THING OUT OF HIS MOUTH, WAS BASICALLY THIS, THAT WE ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE, AND THE GOD THAT CREATED THE HEAVENS, CREATED US!!! AND THAN HE GOES ON TO GIVE THIS AMAZING TEACHING, AND BASICALLY IN THE VIDEO HE PROVES TO US, THAT NOT ONLY DID GOD CREATE US, BUT HE HAS MARKED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US, AND OH MY GOSH, THIS VIDEO IS SO AMAZING, THIS VIDEO CHANGED MY LIFE, AND I’M SO EXCITED, BECAUSE I FOUND A WAY TO PUT THIS VIDEO IN THIS BLOG, SO YOU ALL CAN WATCH IT TOO!!!!! PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO IT IS SO SO AMAZING. THIS STORY GETS EVEN BETTER THOUGH, LET ME EXPLAIN HOW I THINK THIS VIDEO LANDED ON MY DOOR STEP. YOU SEE THE WEEK I FOUND BECKAH SHAE’S MUSIC, LIKE I TOLD YOU IN THE PREVIOUS BLOGS, THE MINUTE I HEARD HER MUSIC, I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN, I STARTED TO FEEL JOY AGAIN, I STARTED TO FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD AGAIN, BUT I STILL HAD A SMALL PORTION OF ME THAT DOUBTED SOME STUFF, AND THERE WAS STILL A SMALL PART OF ME THAT WAS ANGRY, AND THAT DIDN’T WANT TO CHANGE MY WAYS, AND DIDN’T WANT TO GIVE UP SOME THINGS THAT I KNEW I NEEDED TO GIVE UP, AND YES I KNOW SOME OF YOU, THAT KNOW ME, MAY BE SHOCKED TO HEAR ME SAY SOME OF THIS, AND MAYBE SAYING, ARE YOU CRAZY, WHAT COULD YOU HAVE DONE, YOUR THE MOST GODLY PERSON I KNOW, YOUR LIKE AN ANGEL, AND I THANK YOU ALL FOR SAYING ALL THOSE SWEET THINGS. PEOPLE HAVE SAID THAT STUFF TO ME ALL THE TIME OVER THE YEARS, AND IT IS SWEET TO HEAR, BUT IT IS NOT TRUE. I AM JUST AS HUMAN AS YOU ALL ARE, ALLOT OF PEOPLE THINK, IF YOUR SICK, OR IN A WHEEL CHAIR, YOU CANT SIN, AND THAT ALL US DISABLED PEOPLE, LIVE THIS PERFECT, SIN FREE LIFE, AND WELL THAT’S A GREAT DREAM, BUT IT IS NOT THE REALITY OF THINGS, WE SIN, WE HAVE DOUBTS, WE GET ANGRY, AND WE CAN GET JUST AS CONFUSED AS THE AVERAGE PERSON, WE HAVE THE SAME EXACT FEELINGS AS YOU ALL HAVE, WHY? BECAUSE WE ARE HUMAN TOO, THERE IS ONLY ONE PERFECT PERSON IN THIS WORLD, AND THAT IS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. I’M GETTING OFF TRACK AGAIN THOUGH LOL, SO ANYWAYS, AFTER I FOUND BECKAH SHAE’S MUSIC, I WAS LIKE WOW, I CAN FEEL HIS GRACE, I CAN FEEL HIM AGAIN, SO I STARTED PRAYING, AND SAID LORD, I NEED TO KNOW YOU AGAIN, I NEED YOU TO SHOW ME SOME SIGN, SO I KNOW HOW REAL YOU REALLY ARE, AND SO I KNOW YOU REALLY DO ANSWER PRAYERS, ABOUT 5 DAYS AFTER I PRAYED THAT, I GOT THIS VIDEO, AND IT WAS SO SO AMAZING TO ME, IT CHANGED MY LIFE, GOD CHANGED MY LIFE, I AM SO THANKFUL TO GOD, FOR STAYING STRONG WITH ME, AND CHANGING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT. I DO BELIEVE THIS PAST YEAR WAS A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME, AND I DO BELIEVE, GOD CHANGED ME THIS YEAR, FOR THE BETTER. PLEASE IF ANYONE IS READING THIS, DON’T GET ME WRONG, I’M NOT SAYING, I WASN’T A CHRISTIAN BEFORE THIS YEAR, I WAS, BUT ALL I AM SAYING IS, THIS YEAR WAS A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME, AND THIS YEAR, I LEARNED WHAT BEING IN LOVE WITH JESUS MEANS, I ALWAYS LOVED JESUS, AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD PERSON AND CHRISTIAN, BUT THERE’S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING A CHRISTIAN, AND LOVING JESUS, AND THAN BEING A CHRISTIAN, AND HAVING JESUS SAVE YOU, AND FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM, I THOUGHT I KNEW THE DIFFERENCE BUT I DIDN’T, I ALWAYS PUT ON A GOOD ACT, AND ALWAYS KNEW THE PERFECT CHRISTIAN TALK, AND MY HEART ALWAYS BELIEVED IN WHAT I WAS SAYING, BUT TO A CERTAIN DEGREE. AS I SAID BEFORE THOUGH, THIS YEAR MY LIFE CHANGED, AND I LEARNED WHO GOD TRULY IS, AND AM GROWING, AND LEARNING, AND FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM MORE EACH DAY. I JUST WANT TO SAY TO ANYONE READING, CHRISTIAN OR NOT, GET TO KNOW WHO HE REALLY IS, I WAS SO SO SURE I KNEW WHO HE WAS BEFORE, AND IF ANYONE WOULD OF QUESTIONED MY FAITH, AND LOVE FOR THE LORD, I WOULD OF SCREAMED UP AND DOWN, AND SWORE TO THEM, THAT I KNEW EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT GOD, BUT BOY WAS I WRONG. IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE, THAT IS LIKE I WAS, THAT SWEAR THEY KNOW ALL THEY NEED TO KNOW ABOUT GOD, I ADVISE YOU TO BE CAREFUL, BECAUSE IF YOU CONVINCED YOUR SELF THAT YOU KNOW EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT GOD, AND HIS LOVE, THAN WITH ALL DO RESPECT, BUT YOUR WRONG, NO ONE CAN KNOW EVERYTHING, BEING A CHRISTIAN IS A LEARNING PROCESS, I HAD TO GET TO A PLACE, WHERE I FINALLY HAD TO SURRENDER, AND ADMIT THAT I KNEW NOTHING, BEFORE I COULD FINALLY START TO LEARN WHO HE REALLY IS, BUT LIKE I SAID BEFORE ITS A LEARNING PROCESS, I HAD TO ADMIT, THAT I DON’T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS, BUT HE DOES. I NEEDED TO STOP GIVING MYSELF SO MUCH CREDIT, AND LEARN TO GIVE HIM ALL THE CREDIT. I AM SO THANKFUL TO GOD FOR THE PERSON, HE IS RAISING ME TO BE, I KNOW I HAVE ALLOT OF WORK TO DO YET, AND ALLOT OF LEARNING AND GROWING TO DO, BUT ITS OKAY, BECAUSE I KNOW NOW, THAT I DON’T NEED TO KNOW ALL THE ANSWERS, BECAUSE HE IS IN CONTROL, AND IF HE IS IN CONTROL, THAN WHY WORRY? WHY NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING? LETS REMEMBER WHAT THE LORD SAYS IN REVELATION 3:14-22 IT SAYS. TO THE ANGEL OF THE CHURCH IN LAODICEA THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE AMEN, THE FAITHFUL AND TRUE WITNESS, THE RULER OF GOD’S CREATION. I KNOW YOUR DEEDS, THAT YOU ARE NEITHER COLD NOR HOT. I WISH YOU WERE EITHER ONE OR THE OTHER! SO, BECAUSE YOU ARE LUKEWARM-NEITHER HOT NOR COLD-I AM ABOUT TO SPIT YOU OUT OF MY MOUTH. YOU SAY, I AM RICH; I HAVE ACQUIRED WEALTH AND DO NOT NEED A THING. BUT YOU DO NOT REALIZE THAT YOU ARE WRETCHED, PITIFUL, POOR, BLIND AND NAKED. I COUNSEL YOU TO BUY FROM ME GOLD I REFINED IN THE FIRE, SO YOU CAN BECOME RICH; AND WHITE CLOTHES TO WEAR, SO YOU CAN COVER YOUR SHAMEFUL NAKEDNESS; AND SALVE TO PUT ON YOUR EYES, SO YOU CAN SEE. THOSE WHOM I LOVE I REBUKE AND DISCIPLINE. SO BE EARNEST AND REPENT. HERE I AM! I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK. IF ANYONE HEARS MY VOICE AND OPENS THE DOOR, I WILL COME IN AND EAT WITH THAT PERSON, AND THEY WITH ME. TO THE ONE WHO IS VICTORIOUS. I WILL GIVE THE RIGHT TO SIT WITH ME ON MY THRONE. JUST AS I WAS VICTORIOUS AND SAT DOWN WITH MY FATHER ON HIS THRONE. WHOEVER HAS EARS, LET THEM HEAR WHAT THE SPIRIT SAYS TO THE CHURCHES. WOW, SO DOES ANYONE GET WHAT THAT’S SAYING? GOD DOESNT WANT US TO ACT LIKE I WAS ACTING, HE DOESN’T WANT US TO BE “OKAY” CHRISTIANS, OR AS THE SCRIPTURE SAYS HE DOESN’T WANT US TO BE LUKEWARM CHRISTIANS, HE DOESN’T WANT US TO MEET HIM JUST HALF WAY, HE WANTS US TO FALL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM, HE WANTS US TO GIVE OUR WHOLE SELF OVER TO HIM, HE WANTS US TO PUT OUR FULL TRUST IN HIM, AND LOOK AT WHAT THE REST OF THAT SCRIPTURE SAYS, ONCE WE MAKE OUR CHOICE, HE WILL DO WHAT? WELL IF WE DON’T CHOOSE HIM, OR CHOOSE TO BE LUKEWARM EVEN HE WILL SPIT US OUT, HE SAYS WE DON’T REALIZE THAT WE ARE WRETCHED, PITIFUL, POOR, BLIND AND NAKED, THAT’S WHAT HE SEES OUT OF THOSE WHO ARE LUKEWARM? MY GOSH IF HE THINKS THAT OUT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST LUKEWARM, THAN WHAT MUST HE THINK OF THOSE WHO ARE FULL FORCE SINNERS, AND NON BELIEVERS?? THAT SCRIPTURE CONTINUES TO SAY THOUGH, HE ASKS US TO BUY FROM HIM GOLD REFINED IN THE FIRE, TO ME, I THINK WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT GOLD, HES REALLY TALKING ABOUT HIMSELF, MAYBE I’M WRONG BUT THAT’S WHAT I THINK IT MEANS. THAT SCRIPTURE VERSE CONTINUES TO SAY , IF WE EXCEPT HIM, IF WE LEARN WHAT IT IS TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM, HE WILL MAKE US RICH, AND GIVE US WHITE CLOTHES TO WEAR TO COVER ARE SHAMEFUL NAKEDNESS, AND HE WILL PUT SALVE ON OUR EYES, SO WE CAN CLEARLY SEE, HE SAYS THOSE WHOM I LOVE, I WILL REBUKE AND DISCIPLINE SO BE EARNEST AND REPENT. WE ALL JUST NEED TO GET OUT OF OUR STUBBORN WAYS, AND WITH ALL DO RESPECT, BUT GET OFF OUR HIGH HORSES, AND LET GOD TEACH US, LET HIM REBUKE US, LET HIM DISCIPLINE US. THAT SCRIPTURE VERSE SAYS HERE I AM, I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK, IF ANYONE HEARS MY VOICE AND OPENS THE DOOR, I WILL COME IN AND EAT WITH THAT PERSON, WOW HOW GREAT IS THAT!!!! SO BASICALLY IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THIS, IF WE FULLY EXCEPT HIM, HE WILL FULLY EXCEPT US!!!!! OUR GOD IS SO SO AMAZING. I HOPE THROUGH READING MY BLOGS, YOU ALL SEE AND FEEL HIS LOVE. IF YOUR SOMEONE THAT’S GOING THROUGH THE SAME THINGS I WAS GOING THROUGH, I HOPE MY BLOGS ARE ABLE TO HELP YOU, ABLE TO ENCOURAGE AND INSPIRE YOU, AND I HOPE, I’M ABLE TO HELP AND TOUCH PEOPLES LIVES, THE WAY MY LIFE WAS TOUCHED, WHEN I LISTENED TO BECKAH SHAE’S MUSIC, AND MET HER, AND THE WAY MY LIFE WAS TOUCHED BY WATCHING THIS VIDEO ABOVE. I ALSO HOPE THIS VIDEO HELPS AND TOUCHES YOU ALL AS MUCH AS IT HELPED AND TOUCHED ME 🙂 AS ALWAYS, ILL BE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU ALL, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY REMEMBER JESUS LOVES YOU 🙂

TIP OF THE DAY (MAKE YOUR LIFE COUNT IN MEMORY OF WILLIAM, AND EDEN DAY 9)

December 7, 2010

PSALM 34:18

THE LORD IS CLOSE TO THE BROKENHEARTED

AND SAVES THOSE WHO ARE CRUSHED IN SPIRIT

 

HI ALL. I’M AFRAID I HAVE SOME SAD NEWS TO REPORT TODAY, 2 MORE BABIES WITH O.I (OSTEOGENISIS IMPERFECTA) HAVE PASSED AWAY THIS MONTH, THE FIRST BABY I DO NOT KNOW MUCH ABOUT, ALL I KNOW IS, THE BABY WAS ONLY ABOUT A WEEK OLD, THE SECOND BABY THOUGH, I KNOW ABOUT PRETTY WELL, YOU SEE WHEN I FIRST STARTED THIS BLOG, I STARTED JOINING DIFFERENT O.I GROUPS, TO GET TO KNOW OTHER PEOPLE WITH O.I, AND TO GET TO KNOW THEIR FAMILIES, AND THE ONE GROUP I JOINED, WAS A O.I SUPPORT GROUP FOR PARENTS, NOW I KNOW, I KNOW, I’M NOT A PARENT, AND TRUST ME, ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE GROUP, MADE ME WELL AWARE OF THAT FACT LOL, BUT I BEGGED THEM, IF IT WOULD BE OKAY IF I STAYED, BECAUSE I WANTED TO HEAR THEIR OPINIONS, ON WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A PARENT, TO A CHILD WITH O.I, BECAUSE ONE OF THE REASONS I MADE THIS BLOG, WAS TO HELP ENCOURAGE PARENTS, ESPECIALLY PARENTS WITH DISABLED CHILDREN, AND CHILDREN WHO HAVE O.I. WELL THE FIRST WEEK I JOINED, I SEEN A POST FROM THIS WOMAN, TALKING ABOUT HER SON WILLIAM, AND HOW SICK HE WAS. NOW LAST I HEARD, OR SEEN, HE WAS DOING PRETTY WELL, AT LEAST IT SOUNDED LIKE HE WAS DOING OKAY TO ME, I CONTINUED TO WATCH THIS LADY TALK ABOUT HER SON, OVER THE PAST MONTH, OVER TIME HE KEPT HAVING GOOD AND BAD DAYS, AS FAR AS I COULD TELL, THIS FAMILY STAYED VERY STRONG, AND YOU COULD TELL THEY STUCK TOGETHER AS A FAMILY, THE MOM WAS ALWAYS POSTING SWEET PICTURE’S OF WILLIAM, LIKE THE ONE I HAVE POSTED ABOVE, AND IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY AT EVEN THAT PICTURE YOU COULD SEE HOW HAPPY THEY WERE TO BE PARENTS TO SUCH A SPECIAL LITTLE BOY. ONE TIME I EVEN SEEN A COMMENT ON FACEBOOK, WHERE PEOPLE WERE TEASING THE MOM, BECAUSE EVERYONE IN HER FAMILY WAS DRESSED UP FOR HALLOWEEN, BUT HER, AND HER REPLY TO THEM, WAS THAT SHE DIDN’T NEED TO DRESS UP, BECAUSE SHE WAS JUST THANKFUL, AND HAPPY TO BE A MOM, I WAS SO TOUCHED, WHEN I SEEN THAT COMMENT. I DO NOT REALLY KNOW THIS FAMILY, BUT YOU COULD TELL BY WATCHING THEM, HOW THANKFUL THEY WERE TO HAVE THEIR SON, EVEN IF IT WAS JUST FOR A SHORT TIME, 4 OR 5 DAYS AGO, THIS BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BABY BOY THAT WAS NAMED WILLIAM, WENT HOME TO BE WITH JESUS. THERE ARE TWO REASONS WHY I WANTED TO SHARE THIS STORY, THE FIRST ONE WAS, BECAUSE, I WANTED TO ASK YOU ALL, IF YOU COULD PLEASE KEEP THESE FAMILIES LIFTED UP IN PRAYER, I’M SURE THIS IS ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS BOTH THESE FAMILIES WILL EVER GO THROUGH. THE SECOND REASON I’M SHARING THIS STORY IS, BECAUSE I WANT YOU ALL TO SEE HOW SHORT LIFE CAN BE, WILLIAM, OR AS HIS MOM CALLS HIM, WILL, WAS ONLY ON OUR EARTH FOR ABOUT 5 OR 6 MONTHS!!! EVEN THOUGH HE WAS ONLY HERE FOR A SHORT TIME, YOU CAN TELL HIS PARENTS MADE THE MOST OF HIS TIME. THAT’S WHAT I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL, PLEASE MAKE THE MOST OUT OF EVERY MINUTE YOU HAVE, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN IT IS YOUR LAST. SMILE MORE, LAUGH MORE, LOVE MORE, LIVE MORE. LIFE IS SO SO SHORT, AND WE TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED WAY TO MUCH, LETS NOT LIVE IN FEAR, LETS JUST LIVE! . LETS REMEMBER WHAT THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS IS, AND REALLY BE THANKFUL FOR OUR LOVED ONES, AND ENJOY OUR TIME WITH THEM, AND REMEMBER THERE WOULD NOT EVEN BE LIFE IF IT WERE NOT FOR OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST, SO PLEASE DON’T FORGET, TO PRAISE HIM IN ALL THINGS, THAT DOESN’T MEAN WE PRAISE HIM, JUST WHEN LIFE IS GOOD, THAT MEANS WE PRAISE HIM IN ALL SITUATIONS, GOOD OR BAD. I WAS REMINDED TODAY OF A STORY IN THE BIBLE, IT IS IN THE BOOK OF DANIEL, IT IS ABOUT SHADRACH, MESHACH, AND ABEDNEGO, THE STORY TELLS US THAT THESE MEN WERE THROWN IN TO A FIRE THAT WAS 7 TIMES HOTTER THAN A AVERAGE FIRE!!, AND THAT THEIR HANDS AND FEET WERE TIED TOGETHER!, SO WHEN THEY WERE THROWN IN TO THE FIRE, THEY COULD NOT MOVE!!! DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT HAPPENED NEXT? THE LORD, THE LORD HIM SELF APPEARED IN THAT FIRE WITH THEM, AND HE NOT ONLY GOT THEM OUT OF THE FIRE, BUT HE GOT THEM OUT, AND ALL 3 OF THEM DIDN’T HAVE EVEN ONE BURN MARK ON THEM, NOW IF THAT STORY, DOES NOT SHOW YOU ALL, HOW AMAZING GODS LOVE, AND GRACE IS, THAN I DON’T KNOW WHAT WILL. IN ALL THE BLOGS I HAVE WROTE, WHAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN THINGS I BEEN TRYING TO GET ACROSS TO YOU ALL? DO YOU KNOW? ITS BEEN THAT, NO MATTER WHAT TRIALS YOU MAY HAVE, NO MATTER WHAT BATTLE’S YOU MAYBE FIGHTING, THAT YES GOD IS THERE FIGHTING RIGHT BESIDE YOU, IF YOUR FIGHTING A SICKNESS OR DISEASE, HES THERE, IF YOUR HAVING MARRIAGE ISSUES, HES THERE, IF YOUR HAVING FINANCIAL ISSUES, HES THERE, AND EVEN IF YOUR SOMEONE, THAT’S GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING THAT WILLIAMS PARENTS ARE GOING THROUGH, WILLIAM AS IN THE BABY I MENTIONED EARLIER, EVEN IF YOUR GOING THROUGH THAT, THE WORSE SITUATION ANYONE COULD EVER GO THROUGH, AND YES THE MOST HEARTBREAKING SITUATION, AND YES ILL ADMIT, IN A SITUATION LIKE THAT, SOME OF YOU MAY NOT FEEL LIKE GODS THERE, BUT EVEN IN THOSE KIND OF SITUATIONS, GOD IS THERE, HE IS MOURNING WITH YOU, HE IS HURTING WITH YOU, YOUR PAIN IS HIS PAIN, HE FEELS EVERY TEAR YOU CRY, WHEN YOU CRY, HE CRIES WITH YOU, AND WHEN YOU FEEL LOST, AND HOPELESS, AND LONELY, JUST KNOW YOUR NOT ALONE, AND THERE IS HOPE. IF YOU EVER FEEL LIKE LIFE IS WORTHLESS, AND IF YOU FEEL UNLOVED, UNAPPRECIATED, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, I’M BEGGING YOU, PLEASE HOLD ON, THINGS WILL GET BETTER, THERE IS SOMEONE THAT APPRECIATES YOU, THAT LOVES YOU, AND THAT FEELS PURE JOY EVERY TIME YOU SMILE, THAT PERSON IS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST, HE DIED FOR YOU, HE GAVE HIS LIFE UP SO WE ALL COULD LIVE. THE LORD NEVER SAID LIFE WOULD BE EASY. HANG IN THERE WITH ME THOUGH, CAUSE I PROMISE YOU, THINGS WILL GET BETTER, AND EVEN DURING A TIME WHERE YOU THINK, LIFE MAY NOT BE WORTH LIVING, PLEASE KNOW IT IS, I PROMISE YOU LIFE IS WORTH LIVING. YOU MAY OF GOT KNOCKED DOWN, BUT YOU CAN, AND WILL GET UP AGAIN, YOU MAY OF GOT THROWN IN TO A FIRE, BUT DON’T WORRY, BECAUSE WHEN YOU COME OUT, GODS GOING TO MAKE YOU AS PURE AS GOLD!!! I KNOW I SAY THAT IN MY BLOGS A LOT, BUT I CANT HELP BUT ALWAYS WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT, I THINK THAT IS SO AMAZING!!!!. PLEASE REMEMBER TO KEEP BOTH THE FAMILIES WHO LOSS THEIR BABIES IN YOUR THOUGHTS, AND PRAYERS, ALSO I HAVE ANOTHER FRIEND, WHO IS HAVING SURGERY TOMORROW, PLEASE KEEP MY OTHER FRIEND IN YOUR PRAYERS TOO. I WROTE THIS BLOG UP KIND OF FAST TONIGHT, SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ANY SPELLING, AND GRAMMAR ERROR’S THAT THERE MAYBE, THAT I DON’T SEE LOL, BEFORE I END TODAY’S BLOG I WOULD LIKE TO LEAVE YOU ALL WITH THIS SCRIPTURE VERSE, PSALM 18:1-3. I LOVE YOU, LORD, MY STRENGTH. THE LORD IS MY ROCK, MY FORTRESS AND MY DELIVERER; MY GOD IS MY ROCK IN WHOM I TAKE REFUGE, MY SHIELD AND THE HORN OF MY SALVATION, MY STRONGHOLD. I CALLED TO THE LORD, WHO IS WORTHY OF PRAISE, AND I HAVE BEEN SAVED FROM MY ENEMIES. WOW HOW AWESOME IS THAT SCRIPTURE VERSE, ANY TIME YOU FEEL DOWN, PLEASE READ PSALM 18:1-3 TO YOUR SELF, ANY TIME LIFE STARTS TO GO BAD, JUST SAY NO, MY LORD IS MY ROCK, MY FORTRESS AND MY DELIVERER. WHEN I FOUND THIS SCRIPTURE I WAS SO EXCITED, AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GOSH, THAT’S IT, THAT’S EVERYTHING I BEEN TRYING TO TELL THEM ALL. I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN MY LORD IS MY ROCK, MY FORTRESS, AND MY DELIVERER, BUT IF YOU EVER DOUBTED, THAT HE IS ALL THOSE THINGS, THAN WELL DOUBT NO MORE, BECAUSE THERE IT IS IN THE BIBLE, IN BLACK AND WHITE, AND ALL I GOT TO SAY NOW IS, THE BIBLE DON’T LIE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! THE LORD HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY ROCK, MY FORTRESS, MY DELIVERER, SO NOW CHOOSE TO LET HIM BECOME YOUR ROCK, YOUR FORTRESS, YOUR DELIVERER. THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!! FOR LIFE, LOVE, JOY, AND HAPPINESS. GOD BLESS ALL MY READERS, ILL SEE YOU TOMORROW ALL, REMEMBER I’M ALWAYS PRAYING FOR YOU, AND THINKING OF YOU, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY REMEMBER JESUS LOVES YOU!!!!

Tip of the Day (Back in Action Day 8)

December 5, 2010

PSALMS 73:21-28

WHEN MY HEART WAS GRIEVED AND MY SPIRIT EMBITTERED, I WAS SENSELESS AND IGNORANT;

I WAS A BRUTE BEAST BEFORE YOU. YET I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU; YOU HOLD ME BY MY RIGHT HAND.

YOU GUIDE ME WITH YOUR COUNSEL, AND AFTERWARD YOU WILL TAKE ME INTO GLORY.

WHOM HAVE I IN HEAVEN BUT YOU? AND EARTH HAS NOTHING I DESIRE BESIDES YOU.

MY FLESH AND MY HEART MAY FAIL , BUT GOD IS THE STRENGTH OF MY HEART AND MY PORTION FOREVER.

THOSE WHO ARE FAR FROM YOU WILL PERISH;

YOU DESTROY ALL WHO ARE UNFAITHFUL TO YOU.

BUT AS FOR ME. IT IS GOOD TO BE NEAR GOD.

I HAVE MADE THE SOVEREIGN LORD MY REFUGE;

I WILL TELL OF ALL YOUR DEEDS

HI ALL. WELL I REALLY DIDN’T KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT TODAY, UNTIL I GOT A ADVERTISEMENT ON FACEBOOK, TO GO SEE THE BARLOWGIRL WEBSITE, IN CASE SOME OF YOU DO NOT KNOW, WHO, OR WHAT BARLOWGIRLS ARE, BARLOWGIRL ARE A CHRISTIAN GROUP OF GIRLS AROUND MY AGE,THAT SING MUSIC, MUSIC THAT ENCOURAGES THE HEARTS OF TEENS, AND SHOWS THEM A SENSE OF VALUE’S. ONE OF THE GIRLS FROM THE BARLOWGIRLS, WROTE UP A BLOG, THE BLOG WAS BASICALLY ABOUT, THE KIND OF PEOPLE WE ARE, AND THE KIND OF PEOPLE WE SHOULD BE!! I KNOW FOR MYSELF, IT OPENED MY EYES UP BIG TIME!, ONE OF THE THINGS SHE TALKED ABOUT, WAS PARENTS BEING AFRAID TO SET RULES, OR BOUNDARIES FOR THEIR KIDS. NOW PLEASE DON’T GET ME WRONG, I KNOW I’M NOT A PARENT, SO SOME OF YOU MAY THINK I HAVE NO RIGHT TALKING ABOUT THIS STUFF, BUT I AM, OR WAS, I SHOULD SAY, A KID AT ONE TIME, SO I CAN AT LEAST PUT MY INPUT ON WHAT A KID NEEDS, NOW LISTEN CAREFULLY THOUGH , I DIDN’T SAY, I WAS GIVING MY INPUT, ON WHAT A KID WANTS, I SAID, I WOULD GIVE MY INPUT ON WHAT A KID NEEDS!!!!! IN THE BARLOWGIRL BLOG, THAT YOUNG WOMAN, MENTIONED HOW EVERYTHING YOU SEE IN TODAY’S WORLD, IT IS ABOUT SEX! EVERY MOVIE YOU WATCH, THERE ARE NAKED PEOPLE EVERYWHERE, EVERY MAGAZINE YOU READ, ITS EITHER TALKING ABOUT SEX, OR HAS NAKED OR HALF NAKED PEOPLE ON IT, AND WHATS WORSE IS, THE THINGS THAT ARE OUT THERE, THAT DON’T HAVE TO DO WITH SEX, HAVE TO DO WITH HURTING ONE ANOTHER, OR WORSE, KILLING ONE ANOTHER!!!, THE GIRL FROM BARLOWGIRL ALSO MENTIONED, WHAT TODAYS SLOGAN IS IN AMERICA, ANYONE KNOW WHAT IT IS??? COME ON DON’T PRETEND WITH ME, YOU ALL KNOW WHAT IT IS, ITS SEX SELLS, RIGHT?? DUH, WELL I JUST THINK THAT IS SO SO SO SAD, I THINK IT IS EVEN MORE SAD, WHEN WE ALL LET THAT BE OK, ESPECIALLY US CHRISTIANS IN THE WORLD. WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DIFFERENT FROM THE WORLD, WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE LIGHT, IN THE DARK, COME ON PEOPLE!!!! YOU NEED TO START BEING THAT. STOP BEING SO WORRIED, ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OTHERS WILL THINK OF YOU. THE GIRL FROM BARLOWGIRL’S, WROTE TO THE TEENS, AND KIDS OF THE WORLD, TO STOP BEING AFRAID OF WHAT PEOPLE WILL THINK OF YOU, WELL I’M GOING TO WRITE TO THE ADULTS OF THE WORLD, CAUSE YOU PEOPLE ARE WORSE THAN THE KIDS LOL, TEENS AND KIDS, HAVE AN EXCUSE, THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO FIND THEIR IDENTITY, BUT YOU ADULTS SHOULD KNOW, THE TYPE OF PERSON YOU WANT TO BE, OR ARE. I UNDERSTAND YOU WANTING TO BE CLOSE TO YOUR KIDS, BUT STOP BEING SO WORRIED, ABOUT BEING THEIR BEST FRIEND, THAT YOU FORGET WHO THE PARENT IS. YOU ALL NEED TO STOP PUTTING SO MUCH FOCUS ON THE WORLD, AND PUT YOUR FOCUS ON THE WORD (THE HOLY BIBLE) PROVERBS 22:6 SAYS TRAIN UP A CHILD IN THE WAY HE SHOULD GO , AND WHEN HE IS OLD HE WILL NOT DEPART FROM IT. MY PARENTS DID THAT WITH ALL OF US, ARE WE PERFECT? HECK NO, DID WE LOVE EVERY RULE? UM NO, AT TIMES DID WE HATE EVERY RULE? UM YES, BUT THE OLDER WE GET, THE MORE WE ARE THANKFUL TO THEM FOR SETTING THOSE RULES, AND BEING DISCIPLINED ENOUGH TO KEEP THEM GOING, EVEN DURING TIMES, WHEN MY SISTER OR BROTHER TORTURED THEM HEHEHEHE OKAY, MY BROTHER, SISTER AND MYSELF TORTURED THEM LOL, THEY STILL DID NOT GIVE IN THOUGH, DID WE HATE IT? AT THAT TIME YES, I CANT SPEAK FOR MY BROTHER, AND SISTER, BUT I KNOW FOR MYSELF, I AM THANKFUL, THAT THEY KEPT FIGHTING FOR US, BECAUSE YES, THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT THEY WERE DOING. KIDS IF YOUR PARENTS, ARE SETTING RULES THAT YOU CANT STAND, DON’T THINK THEY ARE DOING IT, BECAUSE THEY HATE YOU, THEY ARE DOING IT, BECAUSE THEY LOVE YOU, AND ARE FIGHTING FOR YOU, THEY ARE NOT FIGHTING AGAINST YOU, THEY ARE FIGHTING FOR YOU!!!!!!! LISTEN ALL YOU ADULTS OUT THERE, GOD LOVES US, HE GAVE HIS LIFE UP FOR US, WITH ALL DO RESPECT, BUT HE GAVE HIS LIFE UP FOR US, SO I THINK WE CAN GIVE UP, SOME OF THE WORLDS MATERIALISTIC AND EVIL EARTHLY WAYS, LIKE I SAID IN THE BEGINNING, WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE LIGHT, IN THE DARK, ITS NOT ABOUT SHOWING THE WORLD, THAT I CAN BE COOL TOO, ITS ABOUT SHOWING THE WORLD LOVE, HIS LOVE, WHICH IS WHY, I LOVE THE PHRASE, THE CHRISTIAN/WORSHIP SINGER BECKAH SHAE GIVES, ABOUT PUTTING YOUR LOVE GLASSES ON. WHEN I SPEAK TO SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS, FRIENDS THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE CHRISTIANS EVEN, TALKING ABOUT, HOW THEY ARE TRYING TO PROVE TO THE, WHAT WE CHRISTIANS CALL “WORLDLY PEOPLE” THAT WE CHRISTIANS ARE JUST AS COOL AS THEM, I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!! ITS NOT ABOUT HAVING TO PROVE YOUR COOL, ITS ABOUT HAVING TO PROVE YOUR LOVE, HIS LOVE. SO LETS MAKE A CHANGE TODAY, AND SHOW THE LOVE OF JESUS, IN EVERY SINGLE THING WE DO, LETS START TO MAKE CHOICES, THAT SHOWS HIS LOVE, LETS BE THAT GLOW, THAT LIGHT IN THE DARK. LETS START GOING AFTER THE DESTINY THAT GOD HAS FOR US, LETS STOP BEING SO WORRIED ABOUT, WHAT THE WORLD WANTS FROM US, AND WORRY ABOUT WHAT GOD WANTS FROM US, DID THE WORLD EVER GIVE YOU ANYTHING??? NO, GOD DID THOUGH, GOD GAVE YOU LIFE, GOD GAVE YOU THE WORLD, SO IN RETURN LETS BE THE PEOPLE HE WANTS US TO BE, AND LETS HEAL THE SICK, LETS FEED THE HUNGRY, LETS BE HOPE, TO THE HOPELESS, LETS FULL FILL THE DESTINY HE HAS FOR US, LETS GLOW LIKE FIRE, LETS SHINE LIKE GOLD BABE!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS ALL I FELT TO WRITE TODAY, ILL SEE YOU TOMORROW GOD BLESS

stories of miracles

December 4, 2010

MARK 4:35-40

THAT DAY WHEN EVENING CAME, HE SAID TO HIS DISCIPLES, LET US GO OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE. LEAVING THE CROWD BEHIND, THEY TOOK HIM ALONG, JUST AS HE WAS, IN THE BOAT. THERE WERE ALSO OTHER BOATS WITH HIM. A FURIOUS SQUALL CAME UP, AND THE WAVES BROKE OVER THE BOAT, SO THAT IT WAS NEARLY SWAMPED. JESUS WAS IN THE STERN, SLEEPING ON A CUSHION. THE DISCIPLES WOKE HIM AND SAID TO HIM, TEACHER, DON’T YOU CARE IF WE DROWN? HE GOT UP, REBUKED THE WIND AND SAID TO THE WAVES, QUIET BE STILL!” THAN THE WIND DIED DOWN AND IT WAS COMPLETELY CALM. HE SAID TO HIS DISCIPLES. “WHY ARE YOU SO AFRAID? DO YOU STILL HAVE NO FAITH?

OK ALL I’M SORRY THIS IS COMING OUT SO LATE, BUT I WAS REALLY DEBATING, WITH GOD AND MYSELF, IF I SHOULD BE WRITING ABOUT THIS, SOMETHING HE SHOWED ME A FEW DAYS AGO. I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS SO SOON, BUT ONCE AGAIN, THE LORD’S TELLING ME TO WRITE, SO I WILL OBEY HIM AND WRITE LOL. IF YOU ALL HAVE BEEN READING MY BLOG, YOU WILL SEE A PAGE ON IT, TALKING ABOUT HOW SICK I BEEN THESE PAST TWO YEARS. THESE PAST TWO YEARS, LIKE I SAID BEFORE, HAS BEEN HARD, I HAVE BEEN SO SICK THAT I LITERALLY COULD NOT LEAVE MY HOUSE FOR TWO YEARS, AND THAT WAS REALLY STARTING TO GET TO ME, IT STARTED TO GET TO ME SO BAD, THAT I THINK PART OF ME STARTED GIVING UP ON MY FAITH, AND THE LORD, THAN LIKE I HAD SAID BEFORE, ONE DAY I FOUND MUSIC TO THIS CHRISTIAN/WORSHIP SINGER NAMED BECKAH SHAE, AND IT REALLY STARTED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, IT REALLY STARTED TO BRING JOY BACK IN MY LIFE, THAT JOY THAT I BEEN TALKING SO HIGHLY ABOUT, (THE JOY OF THE LORD) BACK IN TO MY HEART, MY LIFE AND MY HOUSE, SINCE I FOUND HER MUSIC, I REALLY STARTED TO ALLOW MYSELF TO CONNECT WITH GOD AGAIN, THE SECOND I STARTED TO ALLOW HIM TO TAKE CONTROL OVER MY LIFE AGAIN, MY LIFE INSTANTLY STARTED TO CHANGE, I HAD SO MANY AWESOME, MEMORABLE, WONDERFUL, LIFE CHANGING, THINGS HAPPEN TO ME. MY SISTER BECAME PREGNANT, WHICH MEANS I BECAME, OR AM BECOMING A AUNT, (FOR THE FIRST TIME) I MET TY PENNINGTON, I MET AND SPENT TIME WITH MY FAVORITE CHRISTIAN/WORSHIP SINGER BECKAH SHAE, SHE EVEN MADE A VIDEO OF ME ON YOUTUBE, I STARTED THIS BLOG, WHERE I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO REACH OUT, AND ALREADY TOUCH SO MANY LIVES, WITH MY LIFE STORIES. IT IS SO AWESOME TO SEE ALL THE MIRACLES THAT GODS DOING FOR ME. AS YOU ALL KNOW, I WAS SICK TWO WEEKS AGO, AND DID HAVE TO BE ADMITTED IN TO THE HOSPITAL, AND EVERYTHING THAT I HAD BEEN GOING THROUGH THE PAST TWO YEARS, WAS STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN!!. I WAS SITTING IN MY HOSPITAL ROOM THAT NIGHT, AND I WAS PRAYING, AND THOUGHT TO MYSELF, OK I HAVE TWO CHOICES, ONE IS I CAN LAY HERE, AND FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF, AND LOCK MYSELF BACK UP IN THE HOUSE, LIKE I HAD BEEN DOING THESE PAST TWO YEARS, OR I CAN TAKE WHAT I HAVE BEEN LEARNING, AND STAND ON GODS WORD AND HIS PROMISES, AND HAVE FAITH THAT EVENTUALLY THINGS WILL CHANGE, AND GOD WILL BRING ME THROUGH THIS, AND SO I MADE A PROMISE TO MYSELF THAT DAY, THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD IT GETS, I WOULD NOT ALLOW NEGATIVE THOUGHTS TO ENTER MY MIND, AND I TOLD MYSELF, I NEEDED TO START PRACTICING WHAT I PREACH, AND BELIEVE IN HIM AND HIS WORD, SO THAT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING, I JUST BEEN STANDING ON HIS WORD. OKAY HERE COMES THE MIRACLE PART OF THE STORY, MY MOM, OR ANYONE ELSE IN MY FAMILY, KNOWS OF THIS, THAT IS ONE OF THE REASONS, WHY I WAS SO HESITANT ON WRITING THIS, BUT I HAD TO OBEY WHAT I FELT THE LORD TELLING ME TO WRITE, SO THEY WILL FIND OUT WITH EVERYONE ELSE I GUESS LOL. IT WAS EITHER THE MORNING OF THANKSGIVING, OR THE DAY BEFORE, I WAS LAYING IN BED, LISTENING TO MUSIC, PRAYING, AND MEDITATING ON THE LORD, AND WAS THANKING HIM, FOR ALL THE GREAT THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN HAPPENING LATELY, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN, I FELT HIS PRESENCE MORE THAN I EVER HAVE BEFORE, AND I FELT THIS RELIEF COME OVER ME, AND I STARTED CRYING, BUT I DIDN’T REALLY KNOW WHY I WAS CRYING, OR WHY I FELT SO GOOD, THAN INSTANTLY I FELT HIM SAY, ITS OVER!! ITS OVER!! ITS OVER!! AND I KEPT HEARING THAT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AND IT TOOK ME A SECOND BEFORE I REALIZED WHAT HE MEANT, BY ITS OVER, I CONTINUED TO PRAY, AND I ASKED HIM, WHATS OVER? HE SHOWED ME THAT EVERYTHING I HAD BEEN GOING THROUGH THESE PAST TWO YEARS IS WHAT WAS OVER. THAT’S WHY I PUT MARK 4:35-40 ON THE TOP OF THIS PAGE, BECAUSE IT TALKS ABOUT, THE DISCIPLES AND JESUS, BEING IN A BOAT, AND A BIG SQUALL (WIND STORM) CAME OVER THEM, AND WHAT DID THEY DO? JESUS WAS SITTING THERE SLEEPING!!! SO THE DISCIPLES, PRETTY MUCH LOOKED AT HIM, AND SAID HELLO!! DON’T YOU CARE ABOUT US? THERE’S A HUGE STORM COMING HELP!!! AND WHAT DID JESUS DO? HE GOT UP, AND HE REBUKED IT, AND HE TOLD THE WAVES TO QUIET AND BE STILL, AND WHEN JESUS DID THAT, WHAT HAPPENED? EVERYTHING BECAME CALM!!, AND THAT WAS EXACTLY HOW I FELT, I FELT LIKE THESE PAST TWO YEARS, I HAD BEEN FIGHTING OFF THIS HUGE STORM, AND I FELT JUST LIKE THOSE DISCIPLES, ITS LIKE I KEPT LOOKING AT THE LORD, AND SAYING, HELLO LORD, THERE’S THIS HUGE STORM OVER MY HEAD, ARE YOU JUST GOING TO SIT THERE, AND DO NOTHING??? IN THE END JESUS DID REBUKE THE STORM FOR THE DISCIPLES THOUGH. ITS NOT ABOUT, OUR TIMING, ITS NOT ABOUT WHEN, WE THINK GOD SHOULD DO SOMETHING, ITS ABOUT WHEN HE THINKS HE SHOULD, I WAS WRONG FOR PUTTING DEMANDS ON HIM, IT WASN’T ABOUT WHEN I SEEN FIT FOR HIM TO HELP ME, IT WAS ABOUT HIS TIMING. THE MINUTE I STOPPED SITTING THERE SAYING, HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN? WHY ISN’T HE FIXING ME? WHY ISN’T HE SHOWING THE DOCTORS WHAT IT IS? THE MINUTE I STOPPED SAYING WHY THIS, WHY THAT? AND THE MINUTE I STOPPED PUTTING DEMANDS ON GOD, AND WHEN I JUST LEARNED TO BE SATISFIED WITH WHAT I HAD IN THAT MOMENT, AND TO BE GRATEFUL FOR THE FACT THAT I AM ALIVE, AND THANKFUL FOR THAT, AND THAT ALONE, THAT’S WHEN THE LORD TOUCHED ME, AND REBUKED MY STORM. I BELIEVE THAT DAY, WHEN THE LORD SAID, ITS OVER! ITS OVER! ITS OVER! HE SHOWED ME, FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, AND ME FEELING SICK AS A DOG EVERY DAY, WAS WHAT WAS OVER, HE SHOWED ME, I WAS FREE FROM EVERYTHING I HAD BEEN DEALING WITH THE PAST TWO YEARS, HE SHOWED ME IT ALL WAS OVER!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!!! JESUS IS SO SO SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW PLEASE DON’T GET ME WRONG, I’M NOT SAYING FROM THIS MOMENT ON, I’M NEVER GOING TO GET SICK AGAIN, NO THAT’S NOT WHAT I’M SAYING, I’M JUST SAYING, EVERYTHING I BEEN GOING THROUGH THESE PAST TWO YEARS, I BELIEVE IS OVER!!. SO IF THERE IS SOMEONE READING THIS BLOG, WHO IS STRUGGLING, OR MAYBE JUST GOT BAD NEWS FROM THEIR DOCTOR, PLEASE DON’T DO WHAT I DID ALL LAST YEAR, PLEASE DON’T GIVE UP ON GOD. IF YOU ARE GOING THROUGH SOMETHING, PRAY, AND BELIEVE THAT GOD IS IN CONTROL. LET HIM GUIDE YOU, AND HOLD YOU. BASICALLY MATTHEW 6:33 SUMS UP EVERYTHING I’M TRYING TO SAY, MATTHEW 6:33 SAYS, BUT SEEK YE FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD, AND HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS; AND ALL THESE THINGS SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU. THAT’S ALL I GOT TO SAY FOR TODAY, I PRAY THAT THIS BLOG TOUCHES THE HEARTS OF ALL WHO READ, AND THAT EYES ARE OPENED. THE LORD LOVES YOU SO SO MUCH HE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU, HE HAS DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOU, HE GAVE HIS LIFE, THAT’S HOW MUCH HE LOVES US. PLEASE REMEMBER IF YOU NEED SOMEONE PRAYING FOR YOU WRITE TO MY SITE, AND I WILL MAKE SURE ME, AND ALL WHO COME TO THIS SITE PRAY FOR YOU, AND REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED. SEE YA TOMORROW, GOD BLESS. P.S PLEASE EXCUSE ANY TYPO’S THERE MAYBE I WAS TYPING THIS UP FAST, AND IM NOT A GREAT SPELLER, SO PLEASE EXCUSE THE MISTAKES, I APOLOGIZE

PRAYER REQUEST

December 2, 2010

MATTHEW 18:20

FOR WHERE TWO OR THREE ARE GATHERED TOGETHER IN MY NAME, I AM THERE IN THE MIDST OF THEM.

 

HI ALL. OK I’M CHANGING THINGS UP A BIT TODAY. I GOT A LETTER ON MY WEBSITE FROM A WOMAN ASKING FOR PRAYER, SO I WOULD LIKE TO FOCUS ON PRAYING FOR HER TODAY, LIKE I SAID WHEN I MADE MY PRAYER PAGE 5 DAYS OR SO AGO, IF ANYONE EMAILED ME, AND WANTED PRAYER, I WOULD MAKE SURE ALL KNEW ABOUT IT, SO I AM HERE SHARING PART OF HER STORY, AND ASKING IF YOU ALL CAN PLEASE HAVE A HEART, AND PRAY FOR THIS WOMAN, SHE DID NOT GIVE HER NAME, BUT SHE IS FROM CANADA, AND IS GOING THROUGH SOME PERSONAL HEALTH ISSUE’S, AND SHE IS VERY SCARED, SHE HAS 3 KIDS, HER YOUNGEST IS ONLY 3 1/2 YEARS OLD. I COULD JUST TELL BY HOW SHE WAS TALKING, THAT SHE IS VERY SCARED, AND I FELT REALLY BAD FOR HER, SO PLEASE LETS KEEP THIS YOUNG WOMAN IN PRAYER. SHE GOES BACK TO HER DOCTOR DECEMBER 16 2010 LETS ALL PRAY SHE GETS A GOOD REPORT OKAY? I ALREADY REPLIED BACK TO HER, AND PRAYED FOR HER ONCE, BUT I WILL BE CONTINUING MY PRAYER EVERY DAY TILL I KNOW SHE IS OKAY. I WILL PRAY RIGHT NOW THE SAME PRAYER I GAVE THIS MORNING, PLEASE PRAY WITH ME. GOD I JUST ASK THAT YOU BRING STRENGTH TO THIS WOMAN’S BODY, I SPEAK FOR PEACE, AND A SOUND MIND IN TO THIS WOMAN, I ASK THAT WHEN SHE GETS THE RESULTS OF THOSE TEST NOTHING ENDS UP BEING THERE, I ASK THAT IF THERE IS ANY FEAR STARTING TO TAKE OVER IN THIS WOMAN’S MIND THAT IT BE GONE IN THE NAME OF JESUS!! I ASK AGAIN THAT YOU GIVE THIS WOMAN PEACE, I ASK THAT YOU BRING JOY TO THIS WOMAN’S HEART, AND LIFE TO HER BODY. I ASK THAT YOU TOUCH THIS WOMAN IN THE NAME OF JESUS!! ISAIAH 54 SAYS NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER. I SPEAK LIFE OVER THIS WOMAN IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!! THANK YOU FOR THIS WOMAN’S COMPLETE HEALING, AND RESTORATION OF HER BODY FATHER GOD HALLELUJAH!!! I SPEAK LIFE LIFE LIFE, THANK YOU JESUS AMEN OUR GOD IS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL TELL YOU ALL THE SAME THING I TOLD HER, I WILL BE CONTINUING MY PRAYER FOR HER EVERY DAY. IF THERE IS ANYONE ELSE THAT NEEDS PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR THEM, PLEASE DON’T BE SHY TO STOP BY MY PAGE AND ASK, LIKE I SAID WHEN I FIRST MADE THIS PAGE, ANYONE THAT WRITES ME ASKING FOR PRAYER, I WILL PRAY, AND MAKE SURE THAT EVERYONE WHO VISITS MY PAGE PRAYS WITH ME. IF THERE IS ANYONE GOING THROUGH  ANY TYPE OF ISSUE’S, LIKE THAT WOMAN, THAN I WILL TELL YOU THE SAME THING I TOLD HER, PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN THE PALM OF OUR LORDS HANDS. HE WILL CARE FOR YOU BETTER THAN ANYONE CAN, BETTER THAN ANY DOCTOR, BETTER THAN ANY NURSE, BETTER THAN ANY BEST FRIEND, HE CAN BE IT ALL FOR YOU, TRUST ME I KNOW IT, I HAVE EXPERIENCED ALL THAT HE CAN DO, THERE IS NOTHING LIKE HIS GRACE, HIS POWER, HIS LOVE!! PLEASE KNOW THAT I AM HERE FOR YOU, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, THAT GOD IS THERE FOR YOU. PLEASE DON’T FORGET TO PRAY FOR THIS WOMAN’S HEALTH, AND HER FAMILY. I WILL WRITE YOU AN UPDATE ON HER, WHEN I HEAR SOMETHING. THIS IS ALL I FELT LED TO WRITE ON MY BLOG TODAY, BUT PLEASE KNOW I GOT MANY PAGES ON MY BLOG ALREADY, SO PLEASE STOP BY, AND READ THEM ALL, IF ANY ONES HAVING TROUBLE FINDING ALL THE DIFFERENT PAGES, HERE IS DIRECTION’S ON HOW TO FIND THEM ALL, PLEASE LOOK TO THE RIGHT HAND SIDE OF THE PAGE, AND YOU WILL SEE ALL THESE DIFFERENT HEADLINES, THE FIRST HEADLINE IS AWESOME STORIES, CLICK ON EACH OF THOSE DIFFERENT TABS, AND IT WILL BRING YOU TO ALL THE DIFFERENT PAGES OKAY, IF ANYONE HAS ANYONE QUESTIONS, OR COMMENTS, OR EVEN PRAYER REQUESTS, THAN PLEASE WRITE TO ME, AND ILL BE MOTE THAN HAPPY TO HELP YOU OUT, OKAY ALL HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY AND NIGHT GOD BLESS


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