ROMANS 8:28
AND WE KNOW THAT IN ALL THINGS GOD WORKS FOR THE GOOD OF THOSE WHO LOVE HIM, WHO HAVE BEEN CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE
Hi all, I know it’s been a minute since I have posted. The reason for that is because honestly I have had nothing new to really say, life has been going pretty good, no new hiccups or emergencies, last time I was in ER was at Christmas so that’s good, although this month I am struggling a bit with my usually stomach stuff, but I’m hoping it will pass soon, at least I pray it does. I had such a good 8 months that it kind of spoiled me and I’m not used to the nausea being this overwhelming, but like I said; I’m praying it passes soon🤪
The biggest reason I decided to blog was to share this Vlog (video👆 ) with you all. The video above is me sharing how much of a struggle it is to get my basic needs met in todays world. Insurance and government funded programs are insane and they certainly do not know how to look out for our best interest, it is sad. There are so many people in society today that try to, and even succeed at cheating government funded programs and because of that it than makes it hard for people like myself who are being honest and who do still want to be treated as a average person in society but yet we get penalized for trying to do the right things. You do not know how many friends I know who break the rules for these programs and even get arrested and put in jail for breaking the law in general, but yet these programs treat these type of people better than people like myself. Don’t get me wrong, I am not saying I am against addicts, or even criminals getting help, they’re living breathing human beings who are struggling just as much as anyone, and so yes I do believe these people need programs and even should be entitled to them, but I also do not think it is right that a human who is in and out of jail multiple times in a few months and who is maybe complaining that their back hurts, I do not think it is fair that they get more help than someone like myself, who literally cannot even lift their head up, whose on oxygen and who needs 24/7 care, I cannot even get proper nursing care easily. People like myself who are truly in dire need get treated like criminals, we get watched 24/ 7, we get disrespected and degraded constantly, heck we cannot even get married without getting penalized, but yet these people who constantly break the law or struggle with drugs get on any government program they like. I know people who just got out of either rehab or jail and they are sitting at home while receiving over $500 just in food stamps! You know how much I got in the year 2018, $19! And let me tell you. Even now I am not even close to receiving $500 and the little I do receive I have to beg like a animal to get it, all my disabled friends are dealing with this kind of stuff and it is just not right! We need change, especially in the state of Ohio which is where I am from. It is not ok there needs to be a change! I was very scared to talk about some of this in a public forum but I eventually had to realize, that is part of the issue, everyone is scared to stand up and say how they feel because they do not know if being honest and open will come back to bite them, but I cannot live in fear any longer, I cannot be controlled by a program that thinks it’s ok to degrade people, I just cannot do it anymore. So please watch my video above and listen to just a small portion of what I have gone through and than you tell me if it is right or not.
Today, August 13th is official my 36th birthday! I cannot believe I am 36, I am a person who was not supposed to live ten days, but here I am 36 years later, God is so, so good. You know people ask me all the time, how are you happy? How are you not angry at everything you go through and even all the things you will never get to experience because of your disability, my answer to that question is, it’s all about perspective, I am a person who was supposed to die within ten days and than who almost died multiple times throughout their life. I remember when I was a little girl my primary doctor used to literally call the house, not just to “check” on me, but to ask if I had passed on yet, and every time my parents would have to call that hospital that doctor who was female would say; did she pass? That was always her first thought because that is how sure the team of medical doctors that I had over my case at that time were, that’s how sure they were that I would be dead, but all I can say to that is never under estimate the power of the king (JESUS) he always has the final say. I am not upset at all over the life I have had, I am grateful and appreciative for it, and even for the doctors and even these programs I am on, even though they drive me crazy and even though they can be degrading even, I am still thankful for them because I know it still is more than a lot of other people have, I still think we deserve better but that doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate and see the positive in what we do have, but yes it still needs a lot of work LOL 😂 I just want to say in advance, thank you to everyone who has prayed me through these past 36 years and thank you for the support, love and encouragement you all have shown me throughout my life, I do not have to give exact names because you know who you all are 🙏
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