THE-BOOK-OF-ROO

^{ROMANS 8:11}

^{AND IF THE SPIRIT OF HIM WHO RAISED JESUS FROM THE DEAD IS LIVING IN YOU, HE WHO RAISED CHRIST FROM THE DEAD WILL ALSO GIVE LIFE TO YOUR MORTAL BODIES THROUGH HIS SPIRIT, WHO LIVES IN YOU} 

HI ALL. OK WELL THE PAST 2 DAYS I HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT MIRACLES, NOT ONLY HAVE I BEEN TALKING ABOUT MIRACLES, BUT I ALSO HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT, A INFECTION/ABSCESS THAT I HAD OVER 10 YEARS AGO, AND I ALSO BEEN TALKING ABOUT THINGS I HAD EXPERIENCED IN THAT TIME. AS I SAID BEFORE I WAS VERY SICK, I HAD OVER 10 SURGERIES, AND WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR OVER 3 MONTHS. YESTERDAY I ALSO TOLD YOU ABOUT A WORD I GOT FROM THE LORD, AND ABOUT AN ANGEL,THAT I KNEW WAS IN THE ROOM RUBBING MY HEAD. THERE IS ONE MORE PART TO THE STORY I WOULD LIKE TO TALK ABOUT THOUGH. DURING THAT TIME, AFTER THE LORD GAVE ME THAT WORD, ABOUT NOT GIVING UP ON LIFE, THE DOCTORS KEPT DOING SURGERY, AFTER SURGERY TO TRY TO FIX MY SHUNT (SURGICAL DRAINAGE TUBE) AND EVERY SURGERY THEY DID, WAS A FAILURE!! FOR SOME REASON EVERY TIME THEY REPLACED THE SHUNT IT WOULD NOT WORK, AND I KEPT GETTING SO WEAK AND SICK. SEE THE REASON WHY I WAS GETTING THAT WAY, IS BECAUSE FLUID WAS CONTINUALLY BUILDING UP AROUND MY BRAIN, THAT’S WHY I HAVE THE SHUNT, BECAUSE ON TOP OF HAVING O.I (OSTEOGENISIS IMPERFECTA) I ALSO HAVE HYDROCEPHALUS, WHICH IS A DISEASE, WHERE FLUID BUILDS UP AROUND MY BRAIN, AND THE ONLY WAY TO TREAT THIS DISEASE, IS TO HAVE A SHUNT (SURGICAL DRAINAGE TUBE) PUT INSIDE MY HEAD. I’M NO DOCTOR, BUT I HAVE SEEN WHAT THESE SHUNTS LOOK LIKE, SO ILL TRY TO DESCRIBE WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE, THE BEST I COULD TO GIVE YOU ALL A BETTER IDEA OF WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT. THE ONLY WAY I CAN DESCRIBE IT IS LIKE THIS, IT ALMOST LOOKS LIKE THE TUBING THAT GOES ON A I.V, EXCEPT THAT THE TOP OF THAT TUBING HAS A SPECIAL, WEIRD KIND OF LOOKING PIECE, WELL THAT TOP PART IS INSERTED IN TO MY HEAD, AND IT SUCKS UP ALL THE FLUID THAT CONTINUALLY BUILDS UP AROUND MY BRAIN, AND THAN THE TUBING PART IS CARRIED ALL THE WAY DOWN THREW MY HEAD AND NECK, AND GOES ALL THE WAY DOWN IN TO MY STOMACH, THAN THAT FLUID THAT KEEPS BUILDING UP CAN BE DRAINED OUT IN TO MY STOMACH. ITS KIND OF HARD TO EXPLAIN ESPECIALLY FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME, BUT I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND, AND I HOPE NO DOCTOR EVER READS THIS, BECAUSE THEY WILL PROBABLY LAUGH AT HOW I EXPLAINED IT LOL, ANYWAYS SO THAT’S WHAT HYDROCEPHALUS, AND THE SHUNT IS. NOW BACK TO MY STORY, SO LIKE I SAID EVERY TIME THEY KEPT TRYING TO REPLACE THE SHUNT THE SURGERY FAILED, WHICH MEANS EVERY TIME THEY PUT A NEW SHUNT IN, IT WOULD NOT DRAIN THE FLUID IN TO MY STOMACH. THE DOCTORS WERE AT A LOSS ON WHAT TO DO. NOW HERE’S THE GOOD PART OF THE STORY, THE MIRACLE PART OF IT. I REMEMBER ONE DAY, ABOUT ALMOST A MONTH AFTER GOD HAD SPOKE LIFE IN TO ME, MY DOCTOR CAME IN THE ROOM, WITH A VERY DEFEATED LOOK ON HIS FACE, AND HE SAT DOWN NEXT TO MY MOTHER, AND HE LOOKED AT HER, AND HE SAID, WELL THERE IS ONE MORE SURGERY WE CAN TRY DOING, BUT ILL BE HONEST WITH YOU, I DON’T THINK SHES GOING TO MAKE IT, HE SAID, I’M NOT EVEN SURE SHES STRONG ENOUGH TO GO THROUGH ANOTHER SURGERY, AND BASICALLY HE TOLD US, HE WAS SCARED IF I TRIED FOR ANOTHER SURGERY, HE THOUGHT I WOULD DIE ON THE OPERATING TABLE, AND IN HIS OWN WAY WAS TELLING US THAT MAYBE WE SHOULD THINK ABOUT HAVING ME GO HOME, AND SPEND WHATEVER TIME I HAD LEFT WITH MY FAMILY. AT THIS POINT, I THINK THIS MAN WAS ALMOST SURE THAT I WAS GOING TO DIE, SO HE GAVE MY MOM THE OPTION, AND SAID ITS UP TO YOU, I CAN TRY THIS ONE SURGERY, OR SHE CAN GO HOME, AND SPEND HER FINAL DAYS THAT SHE HAS LEFT AT HOME, MY MOM THAN LOOKED AT ME AND SAID, DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT HE IS TELLING US? I SAID YES, AND SHE SAID OK, WELL THIS IS YOUR LIFE, SO IT IS YOUR DECISION, AND I SAID, OK LETS DO THE SURGERY!! AND WHEN I SAID THAT, I THINK THEY WERE ALL SHOCKED, I THINK THEY WERE ALSO SHOCKED BECAUSE I WASN’T CRYING, OR SCARED. THE DOCTOR THAN LOOKED AT US, AND SAID YOUR SURE ABOUT THIS? AND HE BASICALLY SAID, OK ILL DO IT, BUT IF YOU MAKE IT OFF THAT TABLE, AND YET THE SHUNT STILL DOESN’T WORK, GAME OVER, THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I CAN DO, AND I REMEMBERED THE VERY LAST WORDS HE SAID TO ME BEFORE SURGERY, EVEN AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I STILL REMEMBER THEM AS CLEAR AS DAY, HE SAID OK I’M GOING TO TRY ONE MORE TIME!!!! EVERY NURSE, EVERY DOCTOR, EVEN MY FAMILY, I THINK HAD, OR WAS LOOSING HOPE, BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF ME, I KNEW THAT WORD GOD GAVE ME, I KNEW GOD HAD SPOKE LIFE, AND NOT DEATH IN TO ME, I KNEW I WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH THAT OPERATION, AND I KNEW THAT ONCE I WOKE UP, I WOULD BE HEALTHY, THERE WAS NOT A DOUBT IN MY MIND, AND SURE ENOUGH, I WOKE UP AFTER THAT SURGERY FEELING BETTER THAN EVER, ONE HOUR AFTER THAT SURGERY, I WAS SITTING UP EATING A RICE KRISPY TREAT LOL, IT WAS LIKE INSTANTLY, ME, AND MY FAMILY, AND EVERYONE ELSE IN THAT HOSPITAL THAT HAD CARED FOR ME ALL THOSE MONTHS, KNEW I WAS GOING TO BE OK, AND THAT THE BATTLE WAS OVER!!!!!!!!! WHAT DID I SAY 2 DAYS AGO? WHAT DID I TELL YOU? GOD TOLD ME???? THAT THE BATTLE WASN’T OVER, BUT THAT I WOULD WIN THE WAR!!!!! SO LIKE I HAVE SAID ALL ALONG, ANY NEGATIVE THINGS THAT PEOPLE TRY TO SPEAK OVER YOUR LIFE, DON’T EXCEPT THEM. NOW PLEASE DO NT GET ME WRONG, I’M NOT TELLING YOU ALL TO LIVE IN DENIAL, OR TO IGNORE WHAT YOUR DOCTORS ARE TELLING YOU, I’M JUST SAYING TO HAVE FAITH, SPEAK POSITIVE WORDS IN TO YOUR LIFE, AND IN TO THE LIVES OF OTHERS, SPEAK LIFE PEOPLE SPEAK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE IS A SCRIPTURE IN THE BIBLE ITS PSALMS 23:4 DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT IT SAYS? IT SAYS, THOUGH I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH, I WILL FEAR NO EVIL; FOR YOU ARE WITH ME; YOUR ROD AND YOUR STAFF, THEY COMFORT ME. SO THAT IS WHAT ID LIKE TO SHARE TODAY, NO MATTER WHAT, EVEN IF YOUR WALKING THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH, GOD IS THERE COMFORTING YOU, HE IS THERE GUIDING YOU, HE IS THERE PROTECTING YOU, SO I DO NOT CARE WHAT CIRCUMSTANCES YOU MAYBE GOING THROUGH, LET IT BE PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL, OR FINANCIAL, GOD IS THERE, HE LOVES YOU SO SO MUCH. LET HIM TAKE YOU UNDER HIS WINGS, AND CARE FOR YOU, AND LOVE YOU, AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR EVERY NEED. ALL I KEEP HEARING FROM PEOPLE, IS HOW THEY WANT THIS, OR NEED THAT, WELL ITS FINE TO HAVE DESIRES IN LIFE, THAT’S FINE I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH THAT, BUT I WILL TELL YOU, YOU WILL NOT FIND WHAT YOUR LOOKING FOR IN THE WORLD, THIS WORLD HAS NOTHING TO OFFER YOU, THAT MY GOD CANT, YOU HAVE PROBABLY TRIED EVERY OTHER WAY TO GET WHAT YOU WANT RIGHT? SO WHY NOT TRY SOMETHING NEW? NEXT TIME YOU HAVE A TRUE DESIRE GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES CRY OUT TO GOD, JUST LIKE I DID THAT DAY, HE IS THERE LISTENING, TRUST ME HE IS. YOU CAN SPEAK TO HIM JUST LIKE YOU WOULD YOUR BEST FRIEND, OR DAD, OR MOM OR EVEN YOUR SPOUSE. HE IS MY BEST FRIEND, HE IS MY FATHER, HE IS MY MAKER, MY REDEEMER, MY MASTER, MY FREEDOM, MY BEGINNING, AND END, MY LIGHT IN THE DARK, MY JOY, MY LOVE, MY LIFE,  HES IS MY EVERYTHING. THAT’S ALL I FELT TO SHARE TODAY, HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY, AND PLEASE IF YOU NEED PRAYER, DON’T FORGET TO STOP BY MY PRAYER PAGE, IT IS LOCATED ON, WHAT I THINK IS THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE PAGE. GOD BLESS, AND ILL SEE YOU ALL TOMORROW 🙂