Psalm 119:30
I HAVE CHOSEN THE WAY OF FAITHFULNESS; I HAVE SET MY HEART ON YOUR LAWS.
Hi all, it has been one heck of a month, it’s all a blur to be honest. I give a pretty in-depth explanation in this video but let’s break it down even further.
In the beginning of November I developed God awful stomach pains, the worst stomach pains I ever had in my life. The pains were getting worse and worse so I finally broke down and went to the EMERGENCY ROOM. It took them not even forty minutes to realize the pains I was feeling were kidney stones! I know when everything went down everyone kept warning me that it could be my appendix and I appreciated those warnings, you all were so sweet, but we knew it wasn’t that because I do not have an appendix lol. My appendix was taken out years ago. So because we knew that, we also were able to pin point pretty quickly that it was kidney stones. So ok great kidney stones, not the best news but not the worst. I took the news like a big girl and got myself connected with a urologist and at the time we decided to try to treat it with meds and once the holidays were over we’d go in and remove the one for sure because the one is pretty large and so they know that’s going to take a miracle to break up the way we need it to and also do it within a timely manner because the longer I sit with this thing the way it is the bigger chance I have of infection and sepsis and once sepsis starts you are on the clock, you literally have minutes to get it under control or you could die.
At the time I made a deal with urologist to just let me get through the holiday than they can do what they have to. At the the time they agreed that was a reasonable request and so they agreed and we’re giving me my time.
Than all hell broke loose lol. First they screwed up my pain meds when I was admitted and so I wasn’t even getting 50% of what I should have gotten, what I usually get. So because I wasn’t getting the correct painkillers I was spiraling out of control and going through severe withdrawals. Once they got that under control I realized my eyes were burning and swollen and I just did not feel like myself and I stated several times. You guys I think I caught Covid 19, everyone kept telling me I was letting my imagination get the best of me and that I was fine and if anything I was just having a allergic reaction to the kidney stone Medications. I never really bought into that theory but I figured they are the doctors so they know best. The reason I was so adamant in saying I had Covid is because a family member had just gotten over it and they had all the symptoms I was describing. Now I was no where near this family member but I still felt that what I had was the same, but I had no way of proving it so I just kept letting nature take its course.
Finally the weekend after thanksgiving the crap hit the fan sort of speak and I was drowning. .I woke up at around 2AM on, I think it was Tuesday and I told my mom, we have to get to the ER I am dying! It hit me so fast though that at first she didn’t even know what to think, but she knew something was up so she took me in and immediately they saw I had a pretty high fever and I had so much fluid building up inside my body that I was literally drowning!
The hard part though was proving why I was drowning because my Covid test came out negative at first. My mom is actually the one who saved my life. For 2 days we kept begging them to re-test me because we knew Covid was the only logical explanation for what was happening to me. I was so swollen I could not open my eyes and my arms were so puffy I could not bend them. Thankfully my mom ended up being my saving grace because even though they wouldn’t re-test me they would test her lol and immediately when she got tested she was positive!
Once we knew she was positive we than took those results back to my doctors and told them re-test me now!and sure enough when they re-tested me I was indeed positive and so we than got me back on antibiotics and I am on them to this point. I finally finished the IV version Monday and they transitioned me over to pill form and I will be on pill form till almost the 1st of January! Which sucks lol. One thing I hate is how antibiotics make you feel but I can’t complain because it could have been much worse.
Ok so where does this lead me? I honestly don’t have that full answer yet, I do think I am going to be left scarred for awhile. I may not ever get the normal I had, this just might be my new “normal” but right now I’m not sure. Right now I’m just enjoying the fact that I am alive and not looking into the future to much.
What about the kidney stones? What about them? Lol again I honestly don’t know, one thing I know is my body cannot physically handle surgery right now, I am very clear on that so for now I’m just taking baby steps and Praying God protects the kidneys / stones. What could I use from you all? Prayer! Please pray the Lord
continues giving me strength because I need it lol. I am exhausted, this took everything out of not only me but also my mom, and I am heartbroken that she couldn’t even rest and recover from COVID like a normal person because she was to busy keeping me alive. Your amazing mom. I will never forget what you went through this week nor will I forget what another family member did for me.
One thing I can say still holds true and that is that you learn who you can count on during moments like this and I can honestly say there’s only one person I truly knew had my back besides my mom so to them, thank you and I love you 😘💋
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